Men * Craigslist * Drs * and * Xs

Ok here is my story after 20 years of loving someone who turned into a vicious druggy who thought I was his maid his helper his ho ho, cook and nurse and nothing more I got out. It was hard to leave, lots of covert stuff. The last time he hurt me was it. It had been going on for a couple years due to his LEGAL drug use( turned into a methedone addict by the VA ) and I had to go. I have been seeing a Physcologist who was treating me for the damage done to my head the last few years. Great Dr by the way. I confided to him that I was maybe thinking of returning to the x and he said give it a chance before you do. I know your shy but go on a dating sight and see whats out there. So I went home and decided to put an ad on craigslist. Local town move in looking for a friend… some one to hang out with…. I even said I was fat and poor to thin the scammers and whores. WELL 20 answers later not one of those guys had anything on thier mind but sex. and whats more 15 were married men! 75%!! And the others were probably too just not honest enough to admit it, or maybe they all lied to avoid any commitment stuff I don’t know but all were looking for the whores from the craigslist killer story I guess no one was looking for a friend and friend in guy talk means either a paid whore or a friends with benefits.( not a concept older women really go for )  So now I have 19 more people blocked on my IM still holding out hope for one but not much and when I go to my DRs appointment today I am going to have to laugh at him cause he’s married so he really dosen’t know this is a joke. Friend to a women usually means looking for the love of my life and lets hang out go out see if you’re it but there is no sex untill I fall for you. Friend to a man means booty call period Paid and unpaid but sex. I know I have had guy friends and guys in my life who called themselves my friends what the hell were THEY thinking? Are men really this shallow cause I have to tell you if this is it I would rather be alone! The good news is I went to the grocery store today and met my neighbor around the corner that asked me if I would like to go out some time I know he isn’t married because I can see his house from mine : ) Probably not a good idea but maybe there is hope for me after all. O WAIT one more thing I have learned women spell ad… ad and men spell ad.. add I think there is a reason for that : ) DD wishful thinking!

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